[ though keigo's mind hadn't been settled on their shared VR experience as the driving force behind the reason he reached out, he couldn't help but consider it once he received renji's reply. it felt... personal. very personal, especially for someone like renji. keigo read it a few times, letting his mind soak up the implications behind it.
were there implications behind it?
he didn't want to jump to conclusions, so instead, he forced himself to stay on the track he started on. if renji had assumed he was talking about the VR incident, keigo wanted to assure him that he wasn't that distraught over it. at least, not right now.
...still. receiving that message had keigo's heart fluttering, a warmth reaching his face that he couldn't will away even if he wanted to. it felt... nice to see that sort of sentiment from renji, especially knowing how he was as a person. it helped assuage the idle fears he'd had for months, long before the incident they shared together. ]
...thank you. that really means a lot to me. i... do get worried about that. it's the same way for me. there's nothing that could change it. so i'll always be here for you.
[ but, again, that hadn't been why he reached out. so: ]
but... at the same time... i'm still terrified of what could happen. there's something i haven't told you... and it's been bothering me for this whole year.
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were there implications behind it?
he didn't want to jump to conclusions, so instead, he forced himself to stay on the track he started on. if renji had assumed he was talking about the VR incident, keigo wanted to assure him that he wasn't that distraught over it. at least, not right now.
...still. receiving that message had keigo's heart fluttering, a warmth reaching his face that he couldn't will away even if he wanted to. it felt... nice to see that sort of sentiment from renji, especially knowing how he was as a person. it helped assuage the idle fears he'd had for months, long before the incident they shared together. ]
...thank you. that really means a lot to me. i... do get worried about that. it's the same way for me. there's nothing that could change it. so i'll always be here for you.
[ but, again, that hadn't been why he reached out. so: ]
but... at the same time... i'm still terrified of what could happen. there's something i haven't told you... and it's been bothering me for this whole year.